briezzy420

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 23:54:51 GMT

.....If loving YOU is wronge than I DONT want to be RiGhT!!!!

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 04:45:46 GMT

Well damn it's fucken been forever since I have written in this thing....

recently all I have been doing is chillen with my girls and my homeboz
and getting Drunk and high...Raechell is the pimpest mother fucker ever...shes soo awesome and happy that we r talking again

Im soo fucked up and high right now talking to Fatty Matty and MatT Wise..who I havent talked to in forever

....BRITTNEY ASHLEY WALDEN..... I LOVE U MUCHO....

I love Lee so much it's amazing!!!!!!I can NeVeR live w/out him

In class....BLAH

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 17:28:54 GMT

Well I haven't updated this shit in a long ass time, so I'm in Earth Science right now and I figured since there is nothing to do then why not update it! Lately all I have been up to is hanging out with the two greatest people Brittney and Lee...well and there is all my homeboys from LKSD Richard (aka britts bunny RABBIT), JASON, Big D, richie, Tim, Barret, Justin theres more but way too many to name off I love these boys we always have a fucken great time...and its a plus because my boyfriend like these guys and they like him too:) Last week I was grounded for me f in Math lol, but its alright im off now I had to go for 2 DAYS without seeing Lee, But I'm off now!lol Britt and Jess are grounded from last weekend because they told there mom they were staying at my house, but really they weren't, I went to the MARTIGRAS party on Friday and I had a FUCKIN BLAST I got like 18 bead and underwear around my neck lol(from the blow up doll)I can't believe I flashed for beads lol its siick tho I had a great time & Kellye, Lee, ANN JOLENA came with me!its was kool because all I had to do is walk right up the street to get home! ummm DO U KNOW WHAT SUXS?!?!?I studing to be a VT (Vet tech) and I have to go to class every monday and wednesday it blows!!!! Kellye Anderson I love u to death, and I'm so excited for u and Luky...ADORABLE I TELL YA!!Friday is going to be off to hissouse!!!!We're going to have a BLAST & get CrUnK!! Brittney ur my best friend for live!! Whittney is fuckin SIIICK!!!

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 22:57:04 GMT

I love it how...
...he makes me feel inside!

our day was fucking sick we got so wasted

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 08:01:35 GMT

Today was fuckin RAD...

we went over to Oscars for dinner with Mel, Shan, Jess, Britt, Jen, Lee , & denny we saw a lot of people there then we went over to Jay's, then Justin friends house and we got wasted Im pretty drunk right now then later we went back over to Jay's house, chillen for awhile with everyone then we all got dropped off now I'm here just chillen with Britt and talking to the greatest guy ine the WORLD Lee!

Peace out

commen

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 06:21:58 GMT

Well yesterday had to of been one of the best days ever.Lee and I are back together :)we talked forever and everything is all peacy keen!

Today nothing too special happend, but school...ehh finals this weeks which that means a shit load of homework and studying!Lunch lol Kim, I guess we do say some random shit all the time lol...<3 u and seriously I'm kinda pissed that I'm a "bad influence" If I EVER pressure u into doing anything u dont want to just tell me lol...which everything that u do is ur choice!~!!whatevvva....u shouldnt care what ppl think of u and thats y I love u soo much because u really dont give a fuck!

After SchooL Lee came over and we hung out I missed that boy a lot.I went a week with out seeing him and it was so fuckin hard...I love him to death!!!

WEEK FROM HELL!

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 03:54:23 GMT

Well my day has been pretty damn fuckin shitty & I hate it.I was supposed to go out with mel, shan, jess and a lot of other ppl but there wasn't room so pretty much I was just like fuck it I'm not going...so I'm sitting here waiting for Jake & Tai to call me to see whats going on for tonight. I hope I get really wasted and forget about all this BuLlShIt !This week really has been the worst week to go back to school, said some dumb ass shit got dumbed by my LOVE OF MY LIFE, people are talking shit, and I havent talked to him in 4 days!WHATEVER, I had some good days too like hangin out with my girls!Tomorrow I have Sat school, then me and a WHOLE BUNCH of people are going up to the snow and that is going to be awesome we are going to have a blast and get soo faded, there is going to be like 30 of us or more!

I just figured out Melanie IS my twin...lol we have to same problems with boys...they are all dumb!

I <3 my Musketeers {aka Britt & Kim}...Kim everything will get better with u and Rob, it's just stupid High School DRAMA!!!

<3 peace...much love <3

I dont know what to do. Just sit here and wait till he figures his shit out or get over it and move on???...I'm not going to wait forever...

Today was InTeReStIng

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 04:45:12 GMT

Today I got up went to school, which it was an EZ day of just Algebra, Art, & Clay!After I went of to Jessica' house and britt came over too, then we went to the park lol to hang out with the boys Austin and Jeremy.After we planned on going to the wresting match at El Crap, but we didnt end up going we went to Taco Bell instead and I saw Chelsea there, I see this girl everwhere lol, yesterday Del Taco!after that we went to Rileys house and just chilled then we went home!

...I feel bad for u hun I love u to death and I hate the situation u are living in, If I could help u I would in a heart beat.They are fuckin dumb just remember u have a year and 3 months til ur 18 and then u can totally forget about them, & I know ur mom is reading this because she is sooo fuckin NOSEY...JUST TO LET U KNOW DONt READ MY SHIT IT'S NOT "ADDRESSED" TO U SO THAT MEANS STAY OUT...HAHA and u say I'm sneaky ur the one going thru ur daughters shit and wont let her live her life & u think our lives are based around DRUGS,u dont even know ANYTHING about her!

Well I'm outty peace

I love and miss Lee!

Today was a GRANDE day!

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 05:29:59 GMT

Today I went to school, which schooL was fuckin gay.I hate his little immature brother ugh...I got really sad today so I didnt go to 5th block and left with Denny and Britt.We didnt do much, but went to Jacks then shoppin, But something Denny said made my day,I guess he called me yesterday, but I wasnt home!:/after that britt and I went over to Kim's house and hung out there for a bit, then we went over to the park to hang out with Austin & Jeremy, we left there because brittney was going to fuckn pee her pants and she wouldn't pee in the bushes LOL so we went a found a porta-poty...& Kim "thought" she could drive a stick...haha which she cant lol oh man, I love that girl.Later we went to Del Taco with the boys just chilled there for a bit,then it was time to go so kim and I had dinner over here and watch NAPOLEON DYNAMITE...funniest fuckin movie!!!!WELL that was my day, my musketeers really made my day better...o ya and the boys lol! well peace out

I love lee so much!

Another rainy day in santee...

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 23:41:03 GMT

Woke up, went to schooL...which was freaking FREEZING COLD & RAINY, it's alright tho I love the rain!Brittney and Denny took me home, & now I'm here bored so I thought I'd write in my LJ.

I <3 kim & britt

Why?!?!I dont know!I find myself fuckin thinking about u non-stop, when I try to go to bed I can't because I'm laying there thinking about u wondering if everything is going to be okay, In the morning ur the first person I think of, everywhere & everything I do is you!errr FUCK I LOVE HIM SO MUCH IF I COULD HAVE ANY WISH IT WOULD BE THAT FOR MY STUPID ASS TO HAVE NEVER SAID SHITT,BUT I DID AND I CAN'T TAKE IT BACK...THIS SUXS MY HEART HURTS SO BAD I CAN'T JUST GIVE UP NOW,4 MONTHS FOR NOTHING...I DONT THING SO

whatever if it's meant to be he will realize that we're in love & he sould forgive & forget!

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 06:25:28 GMT

I guess I can say "I'm SiNgLe again" :-/

I <3 My Musketeers

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 00:57:20 GMT

I have't updated this in a while I guess I've just been really busy, which I have!My Winter Break was fun I hung out with Lee like EVERYDAY and also Britt & Denny...I missed my KIM :/.Christmas was exciting I got a new Pipe and its green and white swirls its way cute I love it!next weekend its Desert time forsure, Brittney is coming with me I'm soooo fuckin excited I havent been out all season yayaya its going to be fun!!UGH its Monday back to school it was for everyone, I didnt even want to go to school today, but I'm glad I did because I got to see a lot of my friends who I havent seen all break so that was fun!After I came home made lunch, did homework, & now I'm just waiting for Brittney and Jessica to come get me at 5 30 because brittney just got her license today yayayaya she has the cuttest lil GREEN Chevy S10, its cute and it has a SrH sticker on the back yeah-ya!!!well I'm going to go I dont have much more to say...O YA I saw The Darkness lastnight with lee and it was a good movie!peace

so many effin emotions going through me right now good & bad!hdshgdfjghfdgldfgy I fuckin HATE it

comment...there always fun to read-

Merry Christmas Eve!!

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 08:16:10 GMT

Lee called me at 9 this morning and woke me up so i talked to his pretty butt for a while.

Today was a good day I sat on my ass like all day lol, we opened presents I got a new TV & phone... then lee came over because he had my present...what he got me topped all of my other presents forsure, he got a 14k gold necklace that has a my birthstone and a diamond on it, its so fuckin pretty I love it, & I'm never going to take it off!:)After me & him drove thru StarLight Circle, then we went and saw Meet The Fockers....a fuckin hillarious movie I advise everyone to go see it...its GREAT!Tomorrow I have to go up to LA to get more presents!

TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS...YAYAYAYAYAYAAAAAAAAAAA

I just wanted to let u know ,Y O U make my life so0o0o0 P E R F E C T...

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 08:34:23 GMT

...I N E V E R want to be without Y O U !!

U really are so fuckin AwEsOMe

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 19:31:53 GMT

I havent updated this in a long ass time!

LATELY all I have been up to is pretty much just hanging out with Lee!

Monday... me, lee, britt, and denny went to a hotel party it was pretty chill I out drank lee by 2 beers lol, but on the way home it was so fuckin shitty Lees car broke down so we had to sit there til Tony came and got Denny, then Lee called his dad, his dad came got a tow truck and that took forever then he dropped me off I got home like around 1:45.

Tuesday...we just hung out, the boys {jeremy,josh,lee, & luke} went shopping for there moms and g/f's and I had to help them lol, after we went up to ElCapitain Lake, we didnt go in we just went to where the gate was then we went out in the woods and sat on a huge ass rock its was so scarey, the boys were all sitting there ripen bowls then all of a sudden me and Lee hear a loud ass fuckin moutain lion like less than 20 feet away then we see it...omfg i was soo scared so we just hang out there didnt move, and talked really freakin loud so it went away, then we hall ass back to the car!I am never going back there! For the rest of the night we pretty much just hung out

well peace out

I love my Musketeers!

Lee u make me so happy I'm glad we are together~

I really

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 07:48:03 GMT

Saturday I pretty much was hung over for the better part of the day, then later that night I went over to one of my Musketeers house {Brittney} & spent the night it was so much fun we just hung out then me britt and Dustin all went over to lees to say hi to him b/c he was lonely then came back and we to bed...Other Musketeers WE missed u lastnight!

Sunday I got pickep up my the wonderful mother of mine we went shopping at the mall for like EVER it was so packed.We did a lot of Christmas shoppin I got some new stuff too, I got some Corona Pj:), tons of new make up, cell phone cover...Its sooo cute its black with silver glittery stars on it, a Ezekiel purse & walet...OMG there so cute its my favotite color GREEEN!!!!!!!!!Later I came home chillen with the fam then went out with Lee, we went all the way up to Alpine to my moms house, came back to Santee and just hung out with Denny, Josh, & Jeremy.It was fun now I'm just sitting here wishin I was able to go back out...I feel bad because I said we were going to hang out and I'm always busy...errr W/E

peace out mother fucker

COMMENT:)

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 09:25:44 GMT

Well today was intersting...

school..today was a good day
after I came home and just hung out for a bit then i was supposed to go out with the boys Lee, Austin, & Robert, but I decided to go hang out somewhere else and get faded and whatever else...which I really should have just hung out with Lee, because let me tell ya I just had to talk to the PiGs for like an hour...its the only time I have ever been any where close to being arresting, luckily the cops were chill even tho he know all of us where STONED out of our mind...o well that all that matters is that I'm home right now and not in jail!:)

I'm really attached...

peace out lovers...I <3 you

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 06:41:34 GMT

ok so this girl thats fuckin DUMB AS FUCK...seriously!!!why would a FRESHMAN talk shit to me & not back it up wtf...dont start shit there will be no shit, but she started it so there is going to be shit!

man lee is just I dunnu...I'm totally fallin for him & I have been forever and it was took me this long to figure out what I really want...& I know I want to be with him!:)...im soo happy

well be and riley are just chillen here drinkin to beer and having fun!!

comment it makes my day

WoW....wtf

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 00:15:29 GMT

W-T-F she ran away...ok she talks shit & shes going to get what she diserves...haha suxs for her!!!!

I haven't been up to nothing much lately just been chillen...I can't wait til this weekend it's going to be fun!!!Kim if I go out with them I will watch out for ya!:)

HmMmMm...Lee hes great...really hes the coolest guy!

...I'm high & these LJ's TrIp me out so peace out...

never going to stop smokin...I <3 it!

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 02:17:46 GMT

I woke up this morning & I didnt want to get out of my bed it was just so warm and comfy...errr, then I got on the computer and talked to Mr.Brown for a bit then I had to go get ready, went to school...Mondays sux forsure, BUT suprising today was actually a great day to start the week off since today was really fun!!!

After school Me, Shannon, & Brittney all went over to Jessica's house, we just hung out nothing special, then we went over to Jeremy's house to hang out with him, Alan, Chris, & Brandon....it was way fun!

That was pretty much my day!

Don't know what else to say....so Peace Out!!!!!!!!

WoW what a fun day!

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 21:42:08 GMT

Friday I spent the night w/ Rach if was fun Jenny & Jessica came over and we just chilled and smoked then they went home and I passed out.Saturday I got picked up, then we got our tree and we decorated it,Later that day was so much fun my dad say's "it's a drinkin day" sooo I invited Aaron Perry & Shannon Lazoya over and we just chilled and we got so incredibly high & a lil bit TiPsY! It was the funniest thing EVER my neighboor came over and he smoked alittle bit, hes like 45 ok & he NEVER smokes...so Aaron and I walk past him in the living room, hes eating our food then all of a sudden hes like "I got the muchies, do u guys know what the munchies are?"LMFAO it was the funniest thing ever haha!That night was awesome until everyone left so I went off to bed.Now I'm just sitting here about to go get ready then Im going to Del Mar to look at all the pretty decorations!:-)

Comment Please...I <3 reading them!

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 01:04:21 GMT

well yesterday had to be the hardest thing I have ever expirence in my life...I never want to go thru anything like that in my life again!!

I'm just sittin here talking to kim about everything that has happend and our love lifes, about how guys are so difficult...i <3 KIM sooo much shes the greatest man!

i gtg

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 00:04:11 GMT

I'm getting the BeSt Christmas present this year from Ryan & Anthony....seriously I cant wait!!!!:-)

What weird day

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 00:00:25 GMT

FUCK..........Why does it have to be like this?!?!Theres the lifesaver...why can't it rescue me?

Whatever...I'm not going to let it get to me!!! I'm strong...

Why can't I get the fuckin balls?

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 02:55:05 GMT

Today wasn't that interesting.....

.R.I.P.
Paul